Im sorry edison ...

I feel bad for him and the rest of the ppl involved..its so sad to see ppl's privacy being invaded and photos being used against them..sigh..im not sure who to be blamed in this..its definitely wrongful to save the photos from the laptop and distribute it over the net...but what i dont understand is that why they wanna take such photos and keep them in the laptop? sigh..well theres nothing they can do to undo the mistake now..its the past anyway..now its the time to face the brutal truth..

This 2008 year is not really a good year for everyone...its bad for me and edison at least...he and i got something not so good being revealed...haha..wat a coincidence..me and my fave cute idol..sigh..

Ok...now things are still not so over for him ...and for me too..

Sigh...its getting worse..i cant take this anymore...

Everyday im thinking about how to face the day...ppl is fine..ppl is cool..but im not.. im not cool at all..its actually so hard to be cool..i try and im still learning..

I hope i have the strength..pls gimme the strength to face myself and the life ahead of me...i know there wont be anything ahead of us..no future no way its gonna work out..i just dun wan to end anything due to anyone..i wan to end things that wont work out for myself..i wanna do something for myself instead of for anyone..really..

Well..now u noe it wont work out...why bother continuing it?