Hmm..after all this sufferring im goin thru...i mean sufferring that i WENT thru...finally im getting back this friend..

Well..maybe i shouldnt mention this as a sufferring..Its a phase in life that im going thru..and there are lots more in this teeny weeny life to go on...

I believe each person you know teaches you different things in life... this person teaches you to be patient...this person teaches you the meaning of love..and this person teaches you forgiveness..like my ex...i used to hate him alot..but now i learnt how to forgive :P weird but true..

This particular friend i met in life is weird..we have nothing in common...well besides we both have the same passion for drinking...i hardly drink as much as him...and ppl drink with friends whereas i usually drink with very much close friends or even alone..but i hardly drink alone..i just realised that i cannot drink alone..i feel..silly..and lonely..like you're so pathetic and you're drinking alone to lure guys to dupe you...hahaha...too much of a movie plot huh?

Im so bored..i feel tat i have nothing to do in life..so aimless..

I still remembered the time where i just knew that Blaze has left two years ago at the time i called him...i feel aimless..totally aimless..like you know..what the hell am i still walking around when he's already gone? Why did he had to go?Why him? WHy not me?

Come to think of it..its just a phase in life..isnt it?
Life goes on..