What a day, man!

I swam 300m (aka 12laps) within 15mins i tink..not too sure about the timing..just know that it was damn tiring ...

Sigh..i have no choice but to continue this ordeal in order to get my Bronze Medallion and start saving some lives...wahahahha..what a dream...a pathetic dream...

Ok..so whats up with life thats causing me to type this blog in the middle of the nite when i should be sleeping??

I had enough of mental torture...i hate the fact that im thinking about someone i shouldnt..someone who has apparently / subconciously or conciously distant himself from me..for some reason/excuse that i dont know of and perhaps dont wanna know..

I wish i can tell/slap myself that its over..its no longer fun and exciting..its OVER..please..tmy please...

I think its infatuation..its something that will fade away ..very soon...and I will soon realise that its all worth a laugh..;)

Let me bleed this through..and i will be fine again..

Again..I miss u daniel:)