Hi readers...

I just got to know frm surreal-cheryl ie my different-race sibling that a few of her friends are actually viewing my blog..i feel..proud for there are someone who's reading my dumass blog...Thanks..

And today..wat about today?Since i got serious readers here..I must start telling serious stuff about life then..

Hmm...oh yea...i went for a cool tattoo..well..lemme explain..a cool a TEMPORARY tattoo...ehem..yea yea..it sounded so low to have a temporary tattoo instead of a real one..well..I wish I can convince my mom and sis ...I cant stand their nagging each and everyday if i get the real one..so pls forgive me..

Anyway...today is a cool day..nothing much happened in ofis..everything seems smooth and fast going..work finished around 6pm ...and i started doing some month end stuff till 7.30pm while waiting for my ehem hubby(i dont know why ppl call them my hubby..he;s just my coll..but he;s really nice fella)..

This fella i called him along..a real close friend..helpful ..both as a friend and colleague..and cant believe he's my blog's first fan...he still reads it when everyone else has stopped doing so..thanks for ur patience , along;)

Today ...nothing bad happened till someone told me about something..well..it wasnt anything great..but its something very disappointing..i thought Im special..I thought Im the only one..but Im not..hahhhahha..Im both shocked and in disbelief...

So somehow I did pour in some real feelings..why the heck did I tink tat I can draw one damn good line between playing and real feelings? Im so dumb..Im a sentimental, emotional person..im so dumb to believe that im like those ppl on the road who can draw clear lines...sigh...tmy tmy..ur sucha disappointment..

Time to move on...and get my Lifeguard certificate..so that i can save ppl..and save myself from drowning in this..

Keep bleeding..keep keep bleeding ...love..