Disappointment....thats the only word to describe my feelings now..

Well..probably its not that bad after all..hey now i realise what does it mean by sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga......already had a bad day at work...now someone broke some bad news to me..saying tat danny is attached....hahahahahahahhahahahaha...

Yes im laughing and smiling while typing this...yohh..i feel so sad yet so helpless..I cant believe i just spoke about him..and now he;s gone for good..

Perhaps i shud be glad..that it marks the end of everything...those sleepless nites..those crying games..those screaming and cryin while driving..its over..totally..hmm..

By the way...I just went dinner with some fella..in my office..he made my day though yet again some assieholly said some rude remarks to me again...i cant believe it..Is he (the XO) really tat sickening or am i tat deserving of what he does to me? Tat goodfella (name is WOK) said he's daring enough to do tat to me coz im weak...or i appear to be soft i guess..sigh..

Its funny to see a guy who flirts with you and say bad words to you at another time..hahaha..he;s really acting along his moodswings..like a gal...sigh..he;s having PMS i guess:P

And the funniest part..im letting him do all that to me..hurt me with stupid remarks..ppl must be thinking tat i like him tat much to let him do tat to me..but in fact..i feel sad for him...just felt tat his family bckground has sth to do with that kinda attitude..poor guy...

Gosh..im thinking abt someone i shudnt again...god pls gimme strength to let go this D fella...pls......

Take k everyone..dun talk to me today or tmr..coz im just too sad to talk..if i do laugh or smile..it just wasnt real..its not me...