I find myself extremely well...i can still laugh..i can still smile..i can still feel happy..but when im alone..i hear myself talking..i hear pain..i hear cry...i hear my soul crying...ive never thought i would feel this way...

I walked on the road without lookin right and left...yet i survived...painkillers make me feel nothing..my coll slapped me today.. and i laughed....so wat are the options?

Whats wrong?why the death sentence?why?I kept being reminded of hw good it used to be..All of a sudden i was slapped with the truth that its over...

ITS OVER, TMY, DO YOU GET IT?

Give me a few slaps mayb i will stop crying, mayb i will wake up and walk like a living person again...it seems i kept leaving my soul at home when i go to work nowadays..