Wow..wat a marathon..I slept at almost 8am tis morning and woke up at 10am plus..and slept abit say 2hours of not-so-good sleep in the afternoon ...and i ate a bowl of pan mee for whole day till 9pm today..wow..what else can i say?hmm...

And to add salt to injury ( ehem ) ...im having fever right now..damn la damn..now i cant sleep and my head is warm..

I was watching the show To Grow With Love (Fei Tin Hei Si)..it is a story about an obese woman trying to find the person she loves..and she faces lots obstacles in life..and love life of cos just because of her weight..but she proves that true love prevails..and she found someone who knew what she thinks..literally someone who completes her..so sweet..i luv sweet show..although it hasnt make me cry like The Seventh Day show ;)

I got to know that a friend of mine was about to end his 5years rship..omg..im so so sad to hear that...I hate ppl breaking up...even if i dislike either party in the rship (which doesnt apply in this case)I still think that a rship should end happily by stepping forward into another stage of rship instead of ending up being merely friends...Well..there are always exceptions..like LRT and LDC...I guess separation does both of them good..no offence :P

Hey there Vic..dont give up too easily k? I noe i certainly dont have any extra right(not as if im the perfect and prude gf ehem )..but try lookin into ur rship in a diff light..perhaps u will find a way out..by taking a step further..like getting married? hmm...

Me too find difficulties in rship..stimes u have someone in rship that u luv..and someone that u noe u wont be together with..and someone u dont like yet u hang out with..just fancy them more than usual buddies u have:D

There are times that i tink i shud stay the way i am..enjoying the prime time of my life and times where i tink i shud take the step further..by tying the knot...but money..the realistic issue here...the root of all evil and all problem..

Im having slight fever now..cant believe it..
Good nite everyone..so long

Its not the first time for me to post 2 entries in one day...I do it whenever i like it..tats all..

Ive been thinking alot..it has certainly causing my migraine to come back and haunt me...I hate the fact that my all my ailment is due to mental stress..eww..it is so sickening to know that you're sick because of yourself! SICK!!!!

Ok fine..wat can i do to de-stress myself? i feel like gettin a good swim..can i?where?when?

By the way..i was just done with my dumass balancing work that was dated back to January..can you imagine? I cant balance that stupid stuff due to my freaky eyes that cant seem to realise that some figures were wrongly input-ed by ppl..goddamn!But anyway..its balanced already and tat definitely worth celebrating!! Woohoo!!

Im so stuck..im stuck here blogging about nothing..with nothing much to do..sigh..im sucha loser..sigh..

Tata everyone..

Wow wow...

Im on mc today...bad migraine today..yet im still walking around eating my fave tomyam noodle and shopping at FOS...haha..wat a freak i am...anyway i tink i needed a break...i got bad headaches for days..i tink its time to loosen up abit and relax..after all tomorrow is a holiday and friday is gonna be a long day at work...

Wow...today is already the day after..i slept much earlier yday due to some lethargic feeling i experienced this few days...i slept around 10pm..unbelievable huh? tell u something more unbelievable..i got this colleague who's already married and he told me he finished reading my blog yesterday...i was amazed...for the fact tat not many person still remember my blog address and of coz...having the enthusiasm to read my hard-to-understand-jargons-filled blog...its definitely hard to even imagine..thanks long chit yee..ur a believer!

OK...we cast that issue aside first..

So...oh yea..ive started my reading marathon again....yes again...im currently reading The Zahir (again!)..i took up the book to read sometime ago last year..and im still reading it up to this year..i have this stupid tendency to read books half way and leave them to rot in the bookshelf...Shopaholics Ties the Knot, Angels and Demons,Harry Potter just to name a few..So i decided to revive my reading enthusiasm by feasting on the Zahir again...and maybe hit on some other books later..

Yea...suddenly on last tuesday..i was reminded of daniel..im not sure if i used to name him danny/sentra or daniel in previous posts..it doesnt matter..it is still the same old daniel..I just realised that he's the only person who never ask for anything in return to his kindness and concern over me..He's the only guy who have very much of self control...the oni person who never ask to go out with me..at all..only emails and sms..even sms is at the very least ...

Perhaps..i should be glad..for that he has found someone so perfect..so made for him gal..who am i after all..someone who cant give him forever..someone who doesnt know the real meaning of love..sigh...Congrats Dan..for u have found the one who can change you..im happy for u..really..

So long..

My fave tvb drama at the moment..the seventh day...

I know im a hopeless romantist and dreamer..i just luv sad and crying shows..even the death of some pets in the show will make me cry like no tomorrow...sigh..im sucha cry baby..but i luv crying..i'll hate myself if i cant cry...i will tink that im so stone-hearted to not being able to cry..hmm..sometimes i'll challenge myself to cry on the spot..simply to test out the acting skills in me..hahaha..but when i started i just cant stop..sometimes the tears just came spilling when i dont want them to..sigh...

Im so sleepy suddenly..anyway i had a good day today and yesterday...so glad that i spent some good time..sometimes u just dun need someone u luv to accompany u and have fun...friendship...a weird one i mean can do wonders sometimes ;)

Im sorry for what i mentioned to you last nite, LRT..i was tipsy..i seriously do not luv you..sorry...i dont know why i say that..i dont even like you..just merely fancy you..haha:P

take k everyone...

Hey hey you you!!

Im doing facial while typing this out...haha..weird huh?Im always doing weird stuff..always have been a weird person..hmmm..

Ok..so whatsup with me recently?

My last blog...was on the 27th Feb..Today is the 2nd of March...oh yea..my attempt to get a Lizzie Claiborne bag has failed..sigh...not that i dont have the money..just that i cant find anything that i like...i need a versatile bag..that i can bring to work..and worse come to worst i can use it for some occasion out of work..hmm..and i have a budget of RM300..not bad huh?:)

I gotten myself a set of SK2 facial stuff..awwwww...im so so happy seeing what my Sk2 has done to my face...and also the Beta Hydroxy Acid from Paula's Choice Ive been using of course ;)...there is this someone who got damn fair and good looks commented on my skin..wow..tat explains why im doing mask now and buying SK2..i cant be being praised at this minute and get a pimple the other minute:P haha..so drama :P

Im so bored of this life suddenly..

He kept asking me how come we dont have anything to talk anymore..that really dishearten me...especially when i decided that we can work it out..its so dumb...at another minute..i feel that im hurting someone else..but never myself..

I feel sick to know that some ppl around me actually has hidden motives..agendas..they dont befriend me for no reason..they wanna get to know more of your bad stuff..and spread it to others..can you believe it? Oh my...yet i still cant see it..i still think he;s a nice guy..but im more careful now..no point telling him things that is not related to him..after all it could be dangerous...and disastrous;)

Im bored of life..thats why i resort to shopping? :D

I like shopping for nice clothes...just a way to reward my oh-so-boring life i guess..i like dressing up..but not too much...perhaps im not good at it...always think that simple is the best...i wish there are some designer who;s willin to sponsor me different clothes everyday....just to promote his/her designs...wow..that will be so cool!! oops..wat a dreamer..;)

By the way...my birthday is coming up..woohoo!!Cant wait for presents and surprises on that day..lets hope for good surprises then;)

Tata