Its sucha bad day...haha..well not so bad after all..

It was bad to start off with some lousy conversation with some lousy outdated flame..it was rather bad...he managed to talk some rubbish with me..some rambutans and those i-dun-wanna-mention-them-here kinda stuff..u noe..bad things..

It woke me up rudely, making me think why the hell am i talkin to this fella...why the hell did i start the conversation with this unbelievable jerk..or perhaps why the hell did i went out with him earlier..i cant believe it..yucks!

OKOK..lets forget abt it..and start anew..PHEW!

**Life is good..life is beautiful...** Yep i will keep tellin myself that..

Anyway..my day in office ended rather good :D this THL fella turned his head to speak to me...for the first time! He asked why am i leaving so early..i told him " I do yoga..." I wish i talk to him further...like wat kinda yoga poses that ive done so far..that i do swim too :P haha...but how can i fight LDC gal? She's hot and sophisticated;) okok..I surrendered

But somehow i really wished them happy..well.though hearsay the gal is abit weird..but i tink THL is the same kinda ppl..haha..weird..and luv to clubbing alot..well..they are match made in heaven:D

Thanks THL..ur effort to talk to me made my stupid day a lil brighter..I just felt that ..well..they are still good guys out there..besides danny..

Wow...first ever in my record that I'm typing two blogs in a day..I hate myself when i need disappointment to make me realise things i shud have already noe..i tink again i overestimated myself..thinking that im sucha great person that ppl will look up to..but im not..im just a low person..who just gotten lower due to being ffk-ed...haha..

Its my fault..there are things that ive seen..that i can still see..but i choose to ignore it to make myself believe that its not there..but i should have known it wont do me any good..sigh

Thanks for reading this blog (if you did) and im sorry coz u dont understand..

Yea misery...

It is that horrible..not being able to find someone for a dinner on a friday nite...i felt the horror..i hate it yet i have the tendency of being ffk-ed at last minute..sigh..i guess i place too hi hopes..shudnt have been tat way..but nvm...its alrite..

Managed to tapau some 30%discount sushi at Isetan supermarket..proves that i do spend alot when im alone..when i feel lonely...huh...what a woman am i...

Things change..ppl around us change...if not for worse..my life cant seem to accomodate the changes that happen to rapidly..or perhaps 2years isnt that long for things that bound to happen sooner or later..

Am i the one who started the changing thingie?or am i being oversensitive? Not talkin to each other..stop bothering abt each other...are those signs that things have come to an end?

Why ?