Sunday, September 27, 2009

Yep..It's been 4months ...so soon its October again..yet life is still the same kinda sheetiness, and still the same kinda craziness and poverty.

My life is still full of crap, short of money and lots of uncertainties..

Went for an interview..I guess I have the hope but I'm thinking twice..is working till 7 everyday my kinda dream job? Lots of claims of course,monies monies monies..Should I take the plunge?

I saw my ex family photos; he, his wife and the son..I felt so relieved and ...envious seeing their happy family..I cant believe someone who dumped me so long back then can be leading sucha good life right now..I felt so..useless. Everyone has moved on and what about me? Still nowhere in the middle..sigh

Life should be great, but why is mine full of crap? Am I thinking too much when I should just go with the flow?

Im 27 and I felt like crap.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Life is full of things worth doing and living for if you would open up your heart and be cheerful always. Care for others and others will care for you. Btw, you are a beautiful lady. God bless.

Wind & Fire

Angels&Angels said...

thanks..i wonder how u bump into my blog